Being in it

Today I realized I probably didn't get into a company I recently auditioned for.  Most of the time in the show biz world you just don't make it.  You practice falling and getting up again, but some times you actually land it.  I really felt like I landed this one, but I haven't heard anything from them.  The audition itself went so nicely, and everything felt right.  I felt right for the movement, and it inspired me to move.  It feels a bit like getting 4th place.  You are so close, you can taste it, but you still didn't make the podium.  I just have to get up and brush it off.  Or, maybe I'll send a letter.  Maybe I just need to pursue it a little longer.  I'll give it a week and then if I still don't here from them I may have too...